Isn’t the beach great?

Edit - I ask because most of my experiences are more like yours. I can’t wrap my head around how people manage to go and relax or have fun.

Lol I love the TL;DR as the whole post

You should accept that "taking a break" may mean that the relationship is on its way out. Don't pester her; just try to come up with a sincere apology and let her make the call on whether the relationship continues. I'd say if you learn one thing from this, it's that you can't build a healthy relationship by being the stereotypical jealous boyfriend.

Sandy Cracks sounds like a porn name.

Uhh... Why do you find it odd for a 17 year old to go to therapy?

Reddit is really annoying with new lines. You either need to add two spaces to the end of the previous line.
and then make a new line like this, which is what it looks like you were going for throughout the body,

or

two new lines like you did before the tldr and like this.

Otherwise you end up with the wall of text like you got :(

How did you try to post this 4 separate times because you kept fucking up the post requirements, and then still fuck up the final attempt up by not using TL;DR for what it's meant for? SMH

A therapist that makes you feel unsafe and gives your mom a platform to defend the person who molested you probably shouldn’t be allowed to work as a therapist. I would find a new one…

Also forcing you into an uncomfortable physical situation with one of your abusers while you literally are going to therapy for trauma resulting from sexual abuse seems like the therapist is further inflicting trauma on you. Frankly this whole session sounds terrible and I’d report them before I’d ever go back.

Sandy cracks is the worst

Sandy cracks is the worst

I’m pretty sure the therapist shouldn’t have allowed that?? I don’t have experience with private therapists but I definitely would NOT go back oh MAN. That sounds awful!!

Do you have access to the Rape Crisis in your area? They offer specialised therapy for free in my area, up to 24 sessions, it’s definitely worth looking into instead!

Weird how actively repeatedly cheating on your SO causes them to leave you. Who would have thought 🤔

So it isn’t life threatening to be getting your ass handed to you in a 2v1? Brilliant, never be a part of the jury please.

Hauling stuff to the beach is the worst.

Man that's some Don Jon level shit

Ps ask her if she's mad because she thinks she's not woman enough for you

Man how is there not protection for this in your country… here you enter the details, it checks it over no matter what bank it is and comes out with their name verified and tells you if it matches before you send it.

Depends on if OP had the bad luck of accidentally typing on someone else's account info. In the US, if you accidentally zelle someone, you can't get it back unless you file a police report saying you were defrauded. Shit, when I was doing the downpayment on my home, it was nerve wracking entering in the wire transfer info because if you type it in wrong, you could literally just be out hundreds of thousands

The best course of action is to leave both of these women alone as well as every other woman on the planet until you develop a sense of empathy and respect for others.

This isn't the result of "being the weird kid no one really wanted to be friends with," this is simply the result of not having empathy for others nor seeing women as people, as well as just an overwhelming capacity for being a huge piece of shit.

Don't try to discount it as your environmental influences did this to you. This isn't something that happened to you. This is something you have done to someone else. Jesus christ, get the fuck over yourself for two minutes.

For who? The women he is crushing? Probably not. For OP? Why would you even root for OP? He is suffering from a severe bout of main character syndrome, but the problem is that he doesn't realize it's a story about a villain.

TL:DR stands for "too long didn't read". It goes at the end of a story with a summarization of the full body of the story.

I don't know where you live but in my country if you sent the money to somebody he didn't get the money in one day money is sent your account. I hope either there isn't an account that get the money or if there is a bank account the money is sent your account back.

Lmaooo. OP like "I'm being a major piece of shit, but I don't want to be! I am going to use this to motivate myself to change."

Then just fucking change, you clown. You are cheating on the woman you live with and talking about it like it's choosing shorts instead of pants on a brisk day. These aren't people to OP. They are just props in the narrative of his autobiography.

Imagine being such a monumental piece of garbage.

NTA throw the kids away

Don't worry much - bank details need to be exact for successful transfers, the chance to make a successful transfer is about the same as winnings the lottery.