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I usually forget everything and rise.

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Feta Emmental And Ricotta

Awesome! I was gonna start dating again in 2020…. but then 2020 happened and I took it as a sign lol. I’m thinking I’ll go on a date or two by years’ end. We’ll see:) How’s it going for you?

Look up Dr Nirala Jacobi Bi Phasic Low Histamine Diet. Look up Mast Cell Activation Syndrome. Turns out, at the cellular level, we show ourselves ways to repair. Starts with nourishment that heals. Not listening to ads or eating Other "Natural Flavors" WTF

Thanks!:)

I love reading true tales such as this. OP I’m proud as hell of you & know for a fact how hard the addict life style is. You’re setting a precedent to your future self and family. You broke the addiction chain. I don’t know you but seriously inspired & impressed reading your post. Thank you for sharing your experience. Be proud & tell yourself good job when you look in the mirror.

It didn’t say stop being a good person TO bad people. It says there are going to be bad people on earth regardless, but it shouldn’t change the fact that your aim should be to do good.

Who benefits from that? How ?

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God bless you! Yes, you are your own best person, mentor, friend, rock, influence, coach, etc. Nobody could have brought you to where you are today, but you. You have much to be proud of, and a limitless future ahead!

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I once read an interview with a pshychologist. He said that "anxiety is the logical part of the brain shutting down. You can't overcome that through logic".

For some reason, thinking of that makes it easier on myself. I still haven't found a way to battle anxiety itself. But I don't feel as bad with myself for having it. Baby steps, I guess.

Read the Bible or any book, Meditate.

It would make sense that way if its either, but it's "or" as if you can only choose one.

I think its supposed to be like a life time of work to reach that point or a lifetime of recouping losses

I ... um... what?

Start reading, something anything great will be your companion in this time. Then years from now when you’re successful you’ll look back fondly on that inspiration. One favorite I really look back on from that period in my life is creativity inc by ed catmull. Because he really take about his dream of digital animation and for all the way from college to the present. Hang in there!

It is not 'or' it is and. We do both good and bad choices.

What natural ability it is to see this reposted everyday....or is it practice? Or laziness?

YES 💯

You never fully make it out of addiction especially if it’s genetic, be proud of yourself, but I always know that you have a demon inside you

I was in a similar place and I fucked it all up. You can always become a statistic later. Be careful friend.